September 17, 2020 - Will we ever return to "normal?"

My husband, Mark, and I, along with our dog, drove to Otter Rock on the Oregon coast over Labor Day weekend. We stayed in a dog-friendly cabin that was clean and comfortable. We arrived on Sunday, midday, and played on the beach. Our dog was so happy! He ran in the waves and down the beach as fast as he could with a huge grin on his face. Our dog, named “Kudo,” is a mix of Pit Bull and Bassett Hound…a most funny looking guy! He has a gigantic head with big ears, and the body of a B. Hound…very short legs included. He’s a hit wherever we take him. People stop in their tracks and exclaim things like, “What is he???” and “May I take a photo to show my wife/husband/coworker/child?”

That first day went well, the bed was comfy, and our dog slept like a baby. The next morning, Labor Day, we drove into downtown to get coffee at the only place in town (other than Mo’s Chowder, a lunch/dinner place). It was only a little after 8am, but we found the coffee place didn’t open until 9am, oy! We knew there were no other options in the tiny town of Otter Rock, Oregon, so we drove down the coast to Newport and found a breakfast place with outdoor seating. We had delicious lattes and omelets, and all was well. We spent the day wandering, both driving and hiking, and bought a whole bunch of smoked salmon, smoked tuna, and shrimp from a seafood stand to have for dinner. Oh it was tender, smoky and delicious! We had lots left over to enjoy the next day and maybe some to take home with us.

We heard from a few different sources that a big “wind event” was coming in later, but didn’t think much of it until we went to bed that night. How the wind did scream and howl all night long! I was conscious of the fact that we were surrounded by forest with very tall fir trees that could come down without warning. After that fitful night, I awoke and noticed that no outside lights seemed to be on, and the lamp by my bedside wouldn’t turn on. Then I peeked out through the curtain. The whole sky was bright orange and the smell of smoke was everywhere. Mark and I decided we needed to get our stuff together and leave as soon as possible. We packed up by flashlight, fed Kudo and drove off through a very dark and smoky town. We were headed north to our home in Camas, Washington, but didn’t get far before we were re-directed south, due to some large trees having fallen across the highway. So, back south to Newport we went, picking up another highway that went east. As we made our way home over the course of many hours, we drove through areas of smoke so thick, it looked like the end of the world!

We arrived home to a yard littered with debris from the wind, the wind still blowing, and lots of smoke. Our house was still standing, which made us feel very lucky. There are so many less fortunate throughout several western states that are suffering losses from a record number of huge wild fires, many of which are still burning. The winds have died down, but the air is still thick with smoke. The folks who monitor unhealthy air particulates have recommended we all stay indoors. We’ve been doing a lot of that anyway, with the global pandemic still going strong.

I hope that the saying is true, “Better days are coming!”

August 15, 2020

What a strange month this has been so far…

First, I found out a few weeks ago that the man I used to be married to has been diagnosed with dementia. His wife left him, so my son and I have taken over seeing that he’s okay. On the surface it looks like he was abandoned, but I now know that the situation is far more complex. She and I have been conversing by phone and I realize she did everything she could to make him happy, and even called me before she left to find out if our son would “step up.” I didn’t realize at the time that she was going to leave. I’ve learned a lot about this disease, and the support that’s available. Except, during this ongoing pandemic, person-to-person contact isn’t possible. I got him hooked up with “Meals on Wheels,” and discovered that the food is left on the doorstep without the personal visit that used to be part of it. I’ve also arranged for him to have a weekly call from a volunteer with the local Senior Peer Outreach program.

I have done a ton of research on care facilities as well.

Then, I was left a voice message this past week, telling me that my temporary lay-off is now permanent. Seventeen years in my dream job just went “poof!” No one from the company has called me to say something like “Thank you for your hard work and creative input,” and “by the way, how are you doing?” I am hurting.

So, I have a lot of emotion (and time) to put into my own art now.

Stay tuned!

June 8, 2020

Wow! Hard to believe I missed all of May in this blog!

I just finished a second run of the best 12-week program on art, “The Creative Visionary Path 2020.” Having taken this course (a deep dive into the principles of value, design, color, and more) twice now, I feel really nurtured in my art practice by the Art2Life community that I am now part of.

My heart has been heavy over world events of late. We are still being advised to stay home/stay safe, especially old folks like myself ; 0 )

On top of the Corona virus, police brutality has manifested again, this time in Minneapolis, Minnesota, with the murder of George Floyd, a black man who allegedly passed a counterfeit $20 bill. The cop got him down on the ground in the street, and knelt on his neck for over 8 minutes. Poor George begged to be let up, but ended up strangled to death according to his autopsy. There have been 10 nights of protests so far. It looks like this time there may actually be some positive changes as a result. I sure hope so! Black people (as well as all people of color) have been mistreated since the time of slavery. Time to move forward!

April 21, 2020

What day is it? Oh yeah, Tuesday…five weeks of “staying home, staying safe” causes incredible time warping. It has gotten hard to keep track of time. I would be lost without a calendar!

I went shopping this morning for a few essential items; bread, milk, COFFEE, etc. Between wearing that uncomfortable N-95 mask and social distancing, not to mention hurrying through the store, I feel exhausted every time I must shop! Not too often these days, thankfully ;-)

My painting is getting better all the time. I’ve rediscovered the joy of glazes. A glaze is, simply put, thinned paint that is watery enough to wipe on, then wipe away or blot the excess to the satisfactory level. Their transparent nature add so much depth and unify the whole. On my Art page, you can look at the painting “Planetary Assembly” to see what I mean. That one was the first of a glazed series that felt really successful. And it sold!

So, spring is here, the weather is improving, and people seem to be having a really hard time staying home. I can’t blame them. I’m so grateful that I have something to keep me busy and focused on what I love.

Think I’ll grab a cuppa and head up to my studio now…Stay home, stay safe!

April 3, 2020

Staying home, staying safe…that’s become a household phrase for the ages. The US now has over 100,000 cases of Covid19, in most parts of the country. The rest of the world is no better off. So many have died. With fewer people driving, gathering, eating out, traveling in any form, our air pollution has actually decreased considerably. It’s as if our earth has said, “if you idiots won’t take care of me then I will take matters into my own hands.”

Social distancing (staying 6 feet away from other folks) is the order of the day. I’m lucky in that kids are grown, so it’s just Mark, me and the dog. Our dog is the restless one, and still needs to be walked. I don’t mind. I can social distance just as easily outside as in, especially since hardly anyone ventures out these days.

At home, I spend lots of time in my studio, painting, painting, painting. Waiting for the day when this is over, life gets back to normal, and people are willing to buy art again.

My main source of income, since 2003, has been a dream job as one of the artists with McMenamins, a company that has built a hospitality “kingdom” of hotels, movie theaters, pubs and restaurants. It has been around since the 80s, growing to more than 60 venues. Art is one of the big parts of the company. Those of us lucky enough to be part of the art department are kept busy by painting murals, history panels, decorative work, and art maintenance.

Within the past year, I cut my hours as an employee to start my own art practice. It has been wonderful to grow and learn with the help of art intensives and an artist community of the best sort.

My job ended mid-March, with McMenamins having to shutter all of their locales in response to the Covid19 pandemic, on St. Patrick’s Day, normally the biggest celebration of the year for the McMenamin family with Celtic roots. Today, I learned that their temporary shutdown will last until at least the end of April. Whew! Could be longer, no one knows.

In the meantime, I will be at home, in my studio, painting, painting, painting!

March 24, 2020

Making art to soothe the anxiety of staying home to stop the spread of Covid19, which has killed thousands around the world, and sickened many more.

So grateful for my art studio, in my home with family that isn’t sick, and plenty to eat…

Painting keeps me sane!